Broken Once.
Hey!
uhm. I just wrote this crap to share to you guys where I'am now after my first break up. Mys status now in my life is moving forwaed, forward at the end of the pain. I'am still in hurt but not much now and I'am proud to say that. In life , you really don't know what's gonna happen next and that's the beauty of it, it's a surprise by God. Sometimes there are signs what would happen, but sometimes or always, we just ignore it because we thought it's nonsense thing. but in the end of the day, we realized and regret comes. That's just happened to me. I don't believe in coinsidence because every little thing in our life is planned by God. He just gives us clue and that is called "signs", this is what I feel right now and the past weeks. It's easy to say the word move on but it's hard to put the letter D in the word MOVE.
At first, I thought, I could make it at the end, I get my strength from God,family & friends to make it through, but now, i feel so alone. But it's alright, it's my life so i have to face my problems on my own and I will make them as my inspiration. How I wish that I would wake up tomorrow morning and all the pain is gone. But i let time tell, as of now, I'am recovering from the pain he gave me,I'am standing on my own two feet. I just misdsed the times we laughed together,play uno cards & how he makes me feel so important & loved. but now, i'am just a stranger to him AGAIN. He's with another girl now and he's or they are happy. And all I could do is just be happy to him or to them because I love him, but it'a not the end of the road for me, I'am going to continue walking to learn & discover new things and realise how great life is, as well as Mr. Perfect for me would come along with me at the end of the road happily.
As of now, I'am focusing on my likes and hobbies and of course my education to have a brighter future. :)
Smile readers, You're just sad because you think of sadness and there's no room for sadness. Smile and live happily.... Take care!! Ciao!
xoxo,
- Aiaczarina. <3
